doodles

2007-06-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

watched sponge on friday i think and i learned that your mother's voice is the best alarm clock you can ever have. they had various tests on it and it's kinda cool. it's because even though it may be just as loud as the alarm clock we are more likely to respond to something more meaningful to us. so your mother's voice is the best stimulant to wake you up(:
mms-ed with shirlene koh and it's soooooooooooooooooooo fun i tell you. laughed my assed out. going out to get dinner. later.

2007-06-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

How Old is Your Inner Child?

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own.
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remembered taking this august 2004. my inner child was 10 then. ahah,guess i've matured alot and i guess it's a good thing.

2007-06-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

yikai sended me this:

did you know?
-All polar bears are left handed

-Butterflies taste with their feet

-A cockroach can live 9 days without it’s head. It only dies because it cannot eat.

-Humans and Dolphins are the only animals that have sex for pleasure

-Each King on playing cards represent a King in real history:
Spades: King David.
Clubs: Alexander The Great.
Hearts: Charlemagne.
Diamonds: Julius Cesar.

-It is impossible to sneeze with your eye’s open

-Multiplying 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

-A statue in a park with a soldier on a horse with it’s 2 feet in the air means
the soldier died in combat.
If the horse has only 1 foot in the air,the soldier died of injuries from combat.
If the horse has all 4 feet on the ground,the soldier died of natural causes.

-In ancient England, people could not have sex without consent from the King.
When people wanted to have a child, they had to solicit a permission to the monarchy, in turn they would supply a plaque to hang on their door when they had sexual relations.
The plaque read … "Fornication Under Consent of the King" (F.U.C.K.).
This is the origin of the word.

-When the English settlers landed in Australia, they noticed a strange animal that jumped extremely high and far. They asked the aboriginal people using body language and signs trying to ask them about this animal. They responded with ’’Kan Ghu Ru’’ the english then adopted the word kangaroo. What the aboriginal people were really trying to say was
‘’we don’t understand you’’, ‘’ Kan Ghu Ru’’.

-It is impossible to suck your elbow

-During historic civil wars, when troops returned without any casualties, a writing was put up so all can see which read "0 Killed".
From here we get the expression "O.K." which means all is good.

-80% of the people who read this will try to suck their elbow.

kinda cool right. and i belong to the smart 20% who didn't try sucking my elbow. alicia is a rahrah,i'm proud of my purple bag(:

2007-06-04T14:06:00.000+08:00

i'm back! just using a random skin now. Suddenly had the urge to blog again. well,i'll update real soon(:

2006-10-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

6 more papers to go,5 more days till exams end.
i just drank my essence of chicken with abalone extract, i'm so ready to study now.

2006-09-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

went to pepperlunch on friday.pamela did an advert for shirlene which was so funny laaaaaaa.apparently she wasted time at home to edit the pictures and printed it out therefore coming late to meet us.the englsh on her ad was like super funny la).so after lunch they all went to amanda's house while i went to shir's. we tried to do one ad in return for pamela but both of us were like super bored and lazy due to the hot weather. in addition it was so hard to do and we didn't have any ideas at all. in the end,we just lazed around,had lots of snacks and played win a million where we kept dying at $2000.

the rest of the week was rather uneventful.went for chemistry lesson yesterday turning up late(again).reached home and saw the news about Steve Irwin getting killed by a stingray on channel newsasia.

i think i am going to close down my blog.

2006-08-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

the weather is terrible nowadays. i'm feeling really hot now. and hungry after reading vincent's blog. ass la. i'm going to try marybrown someday.
did rather well for common test, so happy la((: but i'm totally annoyed by the fact that there's a history test on monday and a chemistry test somewhere next week. ugh. mark's last lesson is on next tuesday): and we(vincent,pinhui,carmen,yikai&me) cant bloody think of anything for the presentation on tuesday. *think think think*
chatting with wang laoshi now, i miss her so so so so so much.

2006-08-19T15:47:00.000+08:00

palawan is so racist can. went to kfc with shir,pam,py,amanda,blanca,elo,wy&xy yesterday. then we went library after lunch. we renamed pamela palawan and i gave boayi a new name, BLANCA. then i keep laughing and laughing in the library xp it's so funny lah. after that the rest went home only left me and shir. we talk and walk and talk and walk, went inside almost every shop in cp. the minitoons guy is not cute loh. then shir don't let me sit down can, so we walked for 3 hours straight around cp. reached home around 7 but shir still have to wait for her mama, so sad. haha. later going to billy bombers for dinner, jealous not?
chinese oral on monday, NOOOOOO

2006-08-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends.Bad tempered . Selfish. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Lose confidence easily. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

just got this off a web, cmt test starts on tuesday)):

2006-08-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

'i'm so beautiful inside, that even a hint of beauty on the outside could be dangerous to your health'

didn't go to school on tuesday, stayed home and watched movies after movies. stayed at home on wednesday and did some revision, i'm so proud of myself *claps*((: haven't gone out for months. as in really go out. anyway, going to have tuition later with niu lang.

2006-07-16T13:10:00.000+08:00

got this off pinhui's blog.

RULES:
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
(Erm, stab?)

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cellphone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan to achieve a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient with a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think that climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junk.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.

well, pinhui totally loves zidane. love is actually abit of an understatement. she walked around school on wednesday with a zidane badge pinned on her collar on wednesday -.-. i have to admit zidane is kinda charming but not as hot as fernando torres((:. when i looked out of my window yesterday,i saw a bunch of young malay boys playing soccer. one boy proceeded to point at himself and said zidane. that's so cute la. and did anyone noticed that half of the french team are bald?LOL

2006-07-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

world cup's over and france lost): why why why? it's rubbish that Zidane got send out at the last minute and Domenech subsituted Thierry Henry and Frank Ribery. if he hadn't done that they would have won the penalty shootout and the world cup! in all, the final game was crap but i love the world cup. i like the french. i like Barthez, i like Zizou,i like Henry, i like Ribery, i like Makelele. i love Hernan Crespo, i love Maxi Rodriguez,i love Lionel Messi(: i love watching teamates play against each other, i love staying up at 4am wanting to scream 'whack that bloody ball into the net' and wanting to kill the blind referees. until the next world cup, i'll have to stick with EPL):

i totally screwed up the Kinematics test on monday. the history test was okay though. school's really really boring lah. the only lesson i enjoy now is SS. 'cause mr jason is like whatever. i can't stand LE,horrible teacher. i've got tuition later so i'm going to sleep my ass off now first. later.

2006-07-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

went for cousin's wedding dinner yesterday. it started really late so the whole thing ended around 11++.i have two tests on monday i haven't studied for. still have to do that chinese compo but xiang laoshi's so nice to make the due date tuesday(:

fernando torres is hot(:

2006-07-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

please visit weiying's shop, really adorable accesories and uber affordable too(:

germany's out! ahhhhhhhhh!! got a glimpse of the class photo today and i look like crap. well, i NEVER EVER looked good in any class photos anyway. i must look nice in the one next year 'cause it's the last year in school. ahah. we're going to get released early on friday!

went to yikai's house on monday. rehearsed one time and then we started playing. we were so high la, even a stupid board game could be exciting. we were screaming our heads off, especially when yikai's sister knocked the door. haha, mad bunch of people. pinhui won in the game of hotel. i went bankrupt and she had wads of money left. well, at least i got the president hotel everyone was fighting for(: off to get my homework done.

2006-06-30T16:36:00.000+08:00

mr wu's back! he's teaching us CME now, he hasn't change abit. his lessons are always fun(:

2006-06-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

i'm very reluctant to blog but since some people insisted on me doing so, i shall update. been finishing up my homework for the past few days and i'm proud to say i'm almost done! well,i didn't go for physics remedial on tuesday 'cause i feel like dying at 10 in the morning. haha. didn't go jd's house or 2d chalet so i guess i missed alot of catching up): i think i'll only be able to see jd,ting&co. during the november-december holidays and i still have ting's present with me.
one more thing, my dad keeps calling ronaldo ah bui, mean la he.

2006-06-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

went to pamela's house to do project today. she provided free lunch and lots of snacks(: most of the work was done by pamela. me and zhiya were chatting away with pamela's grandma. actually it was more of listening to her stories, about her past and war stories. she told us she didn't have the opportunity to study and she had to worked really hard to survive and that we should treasure what we have now. there were some points where me and zhiya couldn't decipher what she was talking about 'cause she isn't fluent in chinese. but she was really cute la, she said that shi jie shang mei you yi ge hao nan ren(meaning there isn't any good guys on the earth). haha. talking to her somehow made me realise how little i actually know about my own grandma. and at that point i realised that all that time i could have talked and get to know my grandma better was just wasted lazing around doing nothing. and fyi i go to my grandma's place almost every single sunday since i was born and there was actually a period i stayed there.

so finished up the project and started lazing around before going back to cp to get dinner with my sis. reached home around 9 and did pretty much nothing. holidays are ending soon,i haven't even gone shopping at all! argh, tommorrow's a boring day.i'm off!

2006-06-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

had a bad day. more scores for that ~~lazy~~ guy who can't even differentiate an ostrich and turkey.haha

SERBIA AND MONTENEGRO vs NETHERLANDS
0-1
MEXICO vs IRAN
3-1
ANGOLA vs PORTUGAL
0-1
ITALY vs GHANA
2-0
USA vs CZECH REPUBLIC
0-3
AUSTRALIA vs JAPAN
3-1

2006-06-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

more scores on world cup for that ~~lazy~~ guy. LOL

ENGLAND vs PARAGUAY
1-O
TRINIDAD vs SWEDEN
0-0
ARGENTINA vs IVORY COAST
2-1

England was so dissapointing can? it was a own goal headed by the captain of Paraguay and david beckham was like so happy. it's really a uber boring match,i hope wayne rooney would get well soon and play in the next match! i betted with luther for the Argentina match and i won!! he owes me a box of takoyaki now! hahas. well, there's a match going on between Serbia and Holland now. arjen robbens already scored a goal for Holland. anyway ting tagged? me to do this

Name 20 people and answer the questions below. After which, do the tagging

1. denise
2. weiying
3. azreena
4. eugene
5. vincent
6. yapning
7. pinhui
8. tingyi
9. lincoln
10. shirlene
11. nicholas
12. carmen
13. yikai
14. jankin
15. jovin
16. vanessa
17. jiada
18. pamela
19. zhiya
20. luther

1. How did you meet number 14?
through lincoln or nicholas? i don't exactly remember but it was last year in school.

2.What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
my phone bill would be much cheaper 'cause she's one of the few i can talk for hours on the phone and i'll lose my best friend since primary school,i can practically tell her everything even really embarrassing stuff.

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
9- eh,i don't think it'll ever happen. it's hard to say. he's a great guy, but not exactly what i'm looking for.
20 - he's attatched to no. 15

4.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
why don't i ask ting?LOL. okok, probably not, i guess.

5.Describe Number 3.
fabulous person. she makes alot of sense during really chaotic situations;when everyone's going crazy. street smart,funny and definately one of a kind. what more do you want? one more thing, me hidayah and her can do really childish stuff together, like playing with barbies.haha.

6.Do you think No.8 is attractive?
shes quite pretty in a way, but she keeps whining that she's fat;which isn't true.

7.Tell me something about No.7.
she loves shopping, especially hunting for bags.

8.Do you know anything about no.12's family?
nah.i've heard about her dad though. he may look really fierce and grouchy but he's in fact a very funny person.

9.What is No.10's favorite?
kelly poon and *** ***. she'll know what i'm talking about. LOL.

10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
there'll be loads of trouble.chaos!

11. What language does 15 speak?
english and mandarin but definately more mandarin.

12.Who is 18 going out with?
no one. at least that's what i know.

13.What is your relationship with no.16 and how old is he/she now?
we've been friends since primary 3. we seldom talk to each other anymore but the occasional chats on msn counts right?

14.When was the last time u talked to 13?
eh..wednesday;drama workshop

15 .Who's 2's favorite singer?
err, i have no idea =X but definately someone from taiwan i guess.

16.Would you date number 4?
NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS. not that he's terrible, he's one of the closest guy friends i have and i love him, but as i said, he's just a friend.

17.Would you date 14?
hmm,that's really hard to say. he never fails to make me laugh, full of wit and crappy . the serious and mature side of him rarely comes out,but it's there. ohya, he's rather chi qin too. i have no idea how to translate that, but that's how i see him. i guess we make better friends rather than dates.

18.Is 15 single?
nah. ditto qn 3.

19.What's 10's last name?
mei zhen;xu mei zhen!cynthia koh(:

20.Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 6?
nah.but i think she'll make a good girlfriend.

21.What school does 3 go to?
nan chiau high.

22.Where does 4 live?
near rivervale mall.

23.What's your favorite thing about number 5?
definately his sarcasm.

24. What do you think of no.13?
nice cute boy.

25. what do no.4 and no.19 have in common?
errr.i can't think of anything, they're worlds apart.

26.what special qualities does no.17 hold in your life?
ehhh, he's special 'cause..i liked him before. LOL. okay, i guess that's why all you bother to read these things right? to dig out gossips and stuff. i revealed something lah.

alright i'm tagging vincent,azreena,shirlene,zijie and weiying even though i think she has done it before.

2006-06-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

went to watch benchwarmers yesterday. it was freaking hilarious, evryone should watch it. went to park mall to get dinner then walked around before going home. i like the route to park mall., it was really nice(= been feeling rather low since yesterday's trip to ps. i shall stay away from ps for as long as i can. i don't want to step into that mall. world cup started yesterday. for someone who's so lazy to watch. i have to post the results here for him to see. LOL

GERMANY vs COSTA RICA
4-2
POLAND vs ECUADOR
0-2

there!i'm off.

2006-06-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

been a really long day. went to school for drama workshop. today's the last day and the past few days were quite fun. met jan after that to pass him something then went to coffeeshop then to compasspoint, off to watsons then went home. when i reached home i remembered that i totally forgot i have tuition today. took a quick shower and went to compasspoint again to grab a quick bite and i'm off to tuition.
i'm effing tired now but i don't want to sleep. i'm waiting for someone to come online. it's been quite long since i've felt like that.

i want to eat that biscuit daddy bought earlier but i have to resist the urge 'cause i have to brush my teeth again and i'm totally too lazy to do that.

2006-06-04T14:22:00.000+08:00

http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp/ got this really cool site from weiying's blog.

Birth date: 22 october 1991
Your date of conception was on or about 29 January 1991 which was a Tuesday.
You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Libra.
Your Life path number is 7.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1991 and ending 2/3/1992.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Goat.

As of 6/4/2006 2:15:50 AM EDT
You are 14 years old.
You are 176 months old.
You are 763 weeks old.
You are 5,339 days old.
You are 128,138 hours old.
You are 7,688,295 minutes old.
You are 461,297,750 seconds old.

There are 140 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 15 candles.
Those 15 candles produce 15 BTUs,
or 3,780 calories of heat (that's only 3.7800 food Calories!) .
You can boil 1.71 US ounces of water with that many candles.

No ordinary person, full imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-respect, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, many complexes, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

The moon's phase on the day you were born was full.

cool eh?

2006-06-03T13:15:00.000+08:00

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

i'm fucking bored. where the hell is everybody?

2006-06-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

went to town yesterday with jovin. had loads of fun doing stupid childish stuff. ate the crispy chicken from shilin's and i was thinking, while we are eating the taiwanese chicken in singspore, weiying is in taiwan at shilin's market eating the real deal. haha. ate dinner and went home. during the journey home i had this terifying experience. i was so damn scared i almost cried. bloody asshole. wen tto school for physics remedial today. one word: boring. came home to watch changjin and slept my ass off until now. shall go have my dinner now.

2006-05-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

went to Sun Yat Sen Memorial Hall today. it was kinda boring at first; we had to search the whole place to get the answers for the worksheet. In the end i gave up cause i can't find anything. took the camera from shi hui and started taking pictures of everything. did abit of exploring and ended up in this place where they have the elevator thing. me, pamela, joanna and mingtong were inside and we were figuring out how it works. so mingtong and joanna climbed up and they tested it. we were laughing like mad and then me and pamela tried next. it was kinda cool lah. 'a once in a lifetime experience' as said by mingtong. LOL. it was way fun (: boarded the bus and went back to school. ate lunch and came back home to watch da chang jin until now. i feel rather sleepy, shall take a nap before going for tution later. toodles

2006-05-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

post exam time. it's kinda boring esp maths and physics. results was alright but nt that great either. failed physics and e.geog. thank god they decided to add 5 marks to everyone for geog. i'm not happy with my chinese and i have no idea how im gg to tell my tuition tcher i only got 37 for my paper2.

spended most of the time during lessons to read or play cards. too bad proper lessons resume next week. i just want hols to start asap. ohya, im not gg for the parents-tcher conference next week. both my parents have wedding dinners to attend =)

2006-05-07T03:19:00.000+08:00

watched the election just now. it's like my first time watching it. toot right? but the last election was held when i was 10 what, do you expect 10 yr olds to watch the election? but i still feel really swakoo cause i was really surprised that the oppositions only had 2 seats in the parliament. i thought it would much much more until my dad told me it has always been ard this no. ahahs. and i thought the james gomez issue would greatly affect his party, but it didn't. oh wells.

i fell sick on tuesday which was the start of my midyears. it was so terrible cause i had this horrendous feeling which i can't describe; i don't feel like doing anything but i don't want to do nothing. i still studied but not much. english was okay, geography was kinda 50-50 thing, emaths was fine, history was okay i guess, physics was blah rlly rlly blah, chinese was as usual. 2 1/2 more paper to go! i can't wait for exams to end so i can slack for a week or so.

i shall do my tag replies here

lincoln; thanks hor, you work hard to yea; act cute guy =x
elo; yeah, im a model student, you must learn from me!!!
jeremy; nah, no one says i'm cute anymore. actually, i don't think i was cute to start with. i was just small and short and ppl label that as adorable. yeah, it's really sad yah?
manda; hhahahs,.u mad woman!! this might be a little too late, but good luck for your midyears too!
vincent; welcome welcome.,do well for your midyears alright?
zj ;thanks, you start working hard hor.

i guess i'm gg off to sleep. im tired.

2006-04-30T11:17:00.000+08:00

vincent's blogskin got published in The Straits Time, Lifestyle. so go get a copy and check it out. no wonder he's been blogging on how he can't wait for today to come. congrats arh vincent, im so proud of you. LOL. i sound so cheesy.

2006-04-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

here to blog again!

yesterday
went to watch death and the maiden by escape theatre produced by mark, stars karen tan, lim yu-beng and daniel jenkins. its a fabulous play revolving round politics and on forgiveness. after the play, we get to have a chat with the cast, director and producer and karen cried when she was mentioning about child sex in vietnam. their virgin night can cost up to $2000 and when they reach their 2oth customer they're worth 50cents. its rlly sad lah. bt i learned quite a no. of stuff from the play. like next time if im being kidnapped i'll shout out loud "im annabella seah and i'm being kidnapped!!". haha, jk lah. din get to eat lunch and i was starving till dinnertime. went to kfc with azreena and hidayah for dinner. it was like the old times. just the 3 of us talking over a meal. before we knew it, it was 8 plus already. i guess we had alot to catch up on. felt rlly nice to talk to them again. they're really nice ppl and great friends. they're great fun to be with(: bless them.

today
-ate honey stars for breakfast
-took the bus to sch
-shifted the tables to exam format
-changed seats with shufen so i have pamela in front, swee chen behind, joanna at my right and bernadine at my left
-made a bet with pamela to see who can last longer without ankle socks(i will win!)
-ended up walking ard school with super high socks looking like a idiot
-maths lesson was crazy
-school ended
-waited in sch for nearly 2 hrs
-stared into space, sat alone at the staircase, tried to sleep and in the end got ps
-very pissed and fucked up
-walked home alone all hungry and tired

so today sucks lah. i havent had any proper lunch for days. i failed my phy and chem tests and midyears are startin on tuesday. argh.

2006-04-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

i'm tired!arghh. its been a busy busy week. had phy and hist tests today. actually there's supposed to be amaths test today but it was postponed to next wed. hist was okay cause i studied the right part but phy was shit. got back chem paper, i got 12/30. dissapointed lah, i studied hard for that paper.

okay,quick recap. on monday during pc period mrs liew gave us a personality test and i am a maestro melancholy. shall elaborate more on that when i have time(: drama on tues was FUN! we had the courtroom thing with fairytale lawsuits. me, pinhui and carmen were stepsisters and stepmother of cinderella respectively. and our lawyer was vincent!! jasmine was cinderella and wenyi was her lawyer. we won! yongkian's case was fun, we were out to kill meowmeow!!(quoted from vincent). LOL.

i am so glad that tmr's friday,i seriously need the weekends.
btw, winnie the pooh got a star on the hollywood walk of fame.

2006-04-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

i feel so much better now. don't wanna care about her anymore.

went for sports meet on thursday. before that me,shir,vin,wy,manda,jeraldine and lingyan went to pizza hut for lunch. den i keep suaning them say athena not good hercules better. anw,the sports meet quite boring lah, only me and elo were cheering and screaming plus laura taking the clappers gg ard to disturb ppl. after elo left it was sooooo boring. rizuan and bingrong were really fast. it was so easy to spot rizuan cause of his dark skin and yellow shoes, so contrasting. haha. anyway his yellow shoes seems to have lost its significance cause so many track ppl have it.

finished my hw and studied abit of geog on friday. i kinda regretted choosing pure hist lah. elective geog's so boring lor.

watched ice age 2 today. its quite nice lah, with the acorn guy and ellie, a mammoth who was totally convinced that she is a possum. had great laughs and a ice-cream treat from jan today(: thanks!

today i learnt that mr bean's teddy bear is called mr brown.

2006-04-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

feeling rather lousy these few days.

friend
n.
1.A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2.A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3.A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

he's a friend to me, nothing more nothing less. get that clear please.

2006-04-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

today's april fool's day(: played a prank on vin and wy. im wondering wonder to do that on shir too. bt shes nt so easy to bluff lah.

woke up today to find the back part of my hp missing. think it dropped down to some unreachable part of my bed. now i have to use paper and scotch tape to hold the battery in place. its damn ugly and i dont know how long i have to stay with it since my father has no intention of getting me a new phone. ugh.

changed the bedsheets and read a novel the whole afternoon. actually i wanted to stop to go through some amaths and physics, but the urge to find out what happens next in the book was so strong that i continued reading. now i feel damn guilty cause i haven't done any revising this weekend. ugh. i shall work harder!

i want to change my skin soon, but i haven't found anything yet. i guess i gotta do som ehw now. toodles

2006-03-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

so, i think i've created trouble?=x i'm not sure too. just hope everything could just end now. ugh. anyaways, i just watched da chang jin and it reminded me of staurday. ting said i am empress dowager cixi she is emperor puyi and di is da chang jin. that made me really crack, it's like what does da chang jin have anything to do with puyi and cixi? ting seriously enjoy dissing di when she says sth stupid and i'm alwyas there to laugh(:
studied history today even though the test is on thursday. i hope i do well.

paris peace conference
article 231:
blah blah blah

maddox is seriously cute!(ting agrees with me)
hes my new love<3

2006-03-26T02:13:00.000+08:00

to summarise, today was damn fun(: but i din manage to get anything. nvm, theres always a next time.

one thing, another thing. LOL

that WHORE.

2006-03-23T17:51:00.000+08:00

friendster totally sucks. i can't even update my bloody profile. ugh. sch was tiring, thank goodness it's friday tmr. received the camp tshirt today. it's damn disgusting can. i shall wear it to slp cause its big n comfy(: mrs liew din come yest and today. i think her mum is hostpitalised. during pc period on monday she said she did sth she regretted and cried the whole night. she looks like those who'll suffer from depression easliy. sometimes, i really pity her.

2006-03-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

school's really boring as usual. lessons are so blah but physics was kinda fun today. i guessed its because i uds what miss oh's talking about(: she's rlly alert and goes ard catching ppl who are not paying attention and stuff. din have any assembly today due to the stinky hall. mr ong is a very good man. LOL. as in he cares to ask for our opinion.

i got my escada yest. now i'm rlly broke. bt i'm happy(: went to swenson after that to have ice-creams with the girls and zj. i din pay a single cent. LOL. thanks to whoever who paid. zj does not look nice in his ny uniform. its so brown. hahas

2006-03-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

i spended most of today slacking. had tuition in the morning and then cleaned the windows with my sis. its damn dirty. took my shower and had lunch. while i was in the midst of lunch, wy called. she n vin nth to do so they came over. we went down to get snacks then munched on them while watching miss congeniality. lazed around and then they went home. ohya, i cut my hair yesterday, its okay but i wanted sth more different. oh wells, thats all for now.

2006-03-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

ii'm dead tired and it's only 10:33 . okays, went to bugis with my mom on monday. got my wallet and a tank top. went to the national library and borrowed 3 books. went to maxwell hawker centre to get dinner. walked to chinatown to get wuo tie and shui jiao.

went to msq on yesterday to catch date movie the person didnt want to let me in at first but the ticket guy said 'aiya just let them in, later need to refund so mah fan'. so the person let me in. the show was quite lame lah. ohya, the ticket guy looked like hossan leong. i felt really happy yesterday. just really cheerful and bubbly, i haven't felt that way since forever. i guess it's because i let myself go and i enjoyed myself even though nth significant happened. ohya i almost fall for like 2 to 3 times but marcus saved me(= haha. thanks

went to sch this morning for physics remedial.i was late for 30 minutes. i have to kick this bad habit off, i'm late for everything for at least 15 minutes. i skipped the maths tutorial thing in the afternoon. im too lazy to lug myself there. the weather is so horrendous.

AZREENA: thanks for the advices and stuff. and for your info i do not type liik3 thiis wOrs^^,
AND i'm not so stupid to kill myself for a guy. as you said it's not love, it's merely a attraction. yeah i guess i'm always running away from reality but i guess things are quite stable now. it's still better to be friends(= thanks yah!

JANE: hahahas, just crap your way through the teachers. things have been shit for me too. but it's better now. u take care, things would turn out fine soon(:

2006-03-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

got an mc today and skipped camp. it dosen't matter anyway, so many ppl are giving lame excuses not to go. it has been rather terrible for the past week. mood swings i guess, shir saw it all and she was like 'why you evryday also so pessimistic one? keep thinking of this and that'. so for the sake of myself and everyone i'll try to be happier(= worrying makes one age easily. lol.

i'm unable to bring myself to express how i feel. i wanted so much to say how much i'll miss you and stuff but i can't. in the end i appear not to care but actually i really do and i want you to know i care. i'm just bloody hell afraid that you won't give a damn about how i feel. araghhhhhh. i don't know what the hell i'm talking about lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i just want you to know i care okay?

so many things are happening at school and problems at home dosen't make anything easier. being at home completely sucks cause i have to deal with all the bloody nonscense.

i'm so contradicting. i just said i'll try to be happier and i end up fucked up now.

2006-03-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

all my messages are gone and wang lao shi's email add is gone just like that. hell lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i have so many many stuff i want to type but almost all of them are so depressing so i shall just keep them to myself. went out with the girls yesterday. lunched at cafe cartel and watched rumour has it. went to see a chinese physician today. it's kinda cool cause its like those gu zhuang shows where the daifu places his fingers on your wrist looking for your pulse.

i'm so not looking forward to school,on the other hand,who doesn't? but dreading to go to school has reached a whole new level now. argh.

jankin's leaving tmr. i noe you'll never ever ever see this but
zhu ni yi lu shun feng!

2006-02-25T15:19:00.000+08:00

my dad's totally mad. i talked to him very nicely and he didn't even bother to reply me. so wth, i'm not talking to him until he has finished throwing his bloody tantrum. school's terrible. i'm so not motivated to study and i'll probably fail my phy and amaths. i did put in lots of effort in amaths okays. it's just that when the paper came, my mind went blank and my hand was shaking when i was attempting the qns.

i think i'm losing it all again. it's just that i feel once again that my friends are drifting away from me, i have NO social life at all and i feel that everything's against me. i'm going crazy all over again and it has to be during the common test period. i'm uber grouchy now so getlost

its me agianst the world-

2006-02-19T00:49:00.000+08:00

just when everything was going fine,
i had to bring up the freaking topic.
fuckit.
bloody bigmouth la.

2006-02-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

amaths test was a killer today.
its over a 100 and its been ages i've sat for a test thats over a 100.
i'll 100% fail the bloody test.
mr goh is a sicko lah
today is one of the first time i see him smile so happily
and he did that just because we were like answering the qns in agony.

ohya.
i would like thank the ppl who gave me gifts on vday.
since i have nothing better to do
i shall list down what i received.

-shir gave me lipgloss accompanied with heart-shaped chocolates in a very very nice silver box.
-wy gave me a stick eyeshadow and cute book
-vin gave me a necklace from Jo's Craft
-elo gave me a cute pen
-kaung gave me a peice of merci chocolate
-eliz gave me a rocher
-grace gave me sweets and a mars bar along with a ice-cream stick with my name on it.
-bernadine gave me sweets
-zhanming gave a bite-size crunch
-fiona gave me two bite-size toberlone
-baoyi gave a bar of kit-kat
and
-rebecca gave me a small tiny peice of fruitplus sweet

ohya,
i receive a rose from kenneth too.
i was surprised he gave me sth and guilty too.
i'll probably make up to him on his birthday.

i'm going off now
ohya
i have eyebags now
ahhhhhhhh~~~~

2006-02-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

valentines day was fun!
i was kinda high yesterday..
i love my gifts.

maths test this friday.
arghs!
common tests coming next week.
double arghs!

had 2.4 today.
i seriously need to train myself.
i am very very very very very very slow.
while i was running
bingrong looked down from his class and he shouted that i was slow.
i pointed my middle finger and ran away.
LOL.
i don't know what made me do that.

i've been selected for a english camp.
they chose people who had high marks for their compo(s).
i'm honoured,
BUT
i think my english has deproved tremendously.
i don't intend to go.
i hate camps lah.

i have tuition later at night.
i shouldn't have agreed to have tuition on wednesdays.
my lessons end at 3.3o
and i have pe too.
i'll probably be half dead by the time tuition starts.
i hope the teacher would be fun.
like mr lim.

i should probably go do my hw now.
bye~

2006-02-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

Finally..it's friday night!
had 7 tests continuosly for the past 2 weeks.
failed chinese,physics and geog.
geog's the worst 3.5/15.
im glad i haven't failed any maths test.
but i AM going to next friday.
a maths chapter 4.
i know nuts about that chapter.

Im addicted to sudoku.
when the eng newspaper comes every week,
almost my whole row would dig out the part with the sudoku puzzle and do.
its fun(=

Today the release of o levels results.
most ppl i know did quite well.
for those who didn't
cheer up okays!

Tmr probably going out with eliz ang wy bah.
get some vday gifts.
i don't know what to get for everyone.

thats all for now.
toodles!

2006-02-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

Never say you are going to
if you dont plan to start
Never say hello
if you really mean goodbye

I've been slacking for the pass few days. i refuse to go through my maths because i can't uds that freakin topic on amaths. i'll get so fustrated. actually wanted to watch i not stupid too on saturday, but can't seem to find anyone to watch with me. i know some critics say it's very commercial, but i still wanna watch!but i did watch i watch i not stupid on tv. i wonder where terry has gone to. he's uber cute lor.

Vday's coming. it's rather depressing when my friends around me are almost all attatched and they have plans on that day. but i shall get some chocolates for ppl ard me cuz i have been recieving but not giving for the past two years.

I've got emaths test tmr. i hope i do well.

2006-01-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

Didn't enjoy cny at all. i just realise how stupid i get when i get overwhelmed by stupid things and in the end i forget things that are truly impt. so many things are just slipping away from me. i don't know how the hell i'm going to pull through this year. it seems like a really really long way to go and i don't think i'm gg to make it if i cry every ten seconds.

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ARGH.

2006-01-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

My laoshi's gg back to china!
She's gg to UK to get her master's degree.
I cried when I heard the news.
I mean it was so sudden.
Although I knew she was applying for it,
but i din know it was so early.
She taught me for 5 years already leh.
She came over to intro her friend to teach me just now.
I was trying to hold back my tears lor.
My eyes are swollen now.
No mood to blog.

tag replies.
vincent: he got meh?hes kinda gay when he carries his shoulder bag.so eww
ting: im ultra sick of school.have test almost every week
shayne: happy cny too!

2006-01-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

No matter how happy i'm today,
by just looking at that thing,my heart just sinks.
I don't know what the hell happened to me.
Maybe..maybe i'm just jealous.

envy
one of the 7 deadly sins
argh.

~~imu~~

2006-01-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

Went shopping today.Got quite a number of stuff.
lavender pmk top,tinkerbell white pump shoes,eyeliner,mini toons black beaded necklace and white shoulder bag.
I so love my bag!Spended over a hundred bucks today.Actually suppose to be 6 ppl go one,in the end only left me shuwen and wy.But never mind,we had fun.We were so tired when we finish walking ard msq.

Then ard 4 plus,sw go meet jj den me n wy go meet ch.Then ch kena ps by kj they all.After they watch movie they came to look for us.Kj very gl lor,his face so black but i don't care him.Ended up only left me,wy,ch and aloy.We went to kovan because wy n ch wanted to buy stuff for class deco.Walked around and then send wy home and went to cp.Aloy went bk to eat then me and him purposely walk slow slow so ch will late.lol.

And that's all for the day.I still have tuition tomorrow,uber boring lah.

2006-01-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

Again,i took this from pinhui who got it from jasmine.

You scored as English. You should be an English major! Your passion lies in writing and expressing yourself creatively, and you hate it when you are inhibited from doing so. Pursue that interest of yours!

English

83%

Philosophy

75%

Sociology

75%

Linguistics

67%

Journalism

67%

Psychology

67%

Anthropology

50%

Biology

50%

Theater

50%

Dance

33%

Art

25%

Mathematics

25%

Engineering

17%

Chemistry

17%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com

Didn't go for drama today.I totally forgot about it untill it was 2 plus.By then, I dont feel like going anymore.Bad news!!Vincent might be quitiing eldds!!It'll be boring without him lah.We would lose one talent.Serious!He's done a great job taking the pictures and doing all the web stuff.He also speaks fluently and acts well too(: if not he wouldn't be able to take part in SYF last year.But if he really dosen't have the passion for eldds then I think he should quit.Have fu nin whatever you do ya?

Guess what?i passed my geog test!18/25.It's not bad right?I was so surprise when i receive my paper.I guess my answers were all key points.Good thing i manage to study the key points.Have alot more tests next week.History and a maths.History is tough.You have to be strong in your english.I can't seem to answer the source-based qns.I hope I do well.There's also a physics test coming up after cny.I'm really going to fail that paper.I simply don't understand chapter 2.

I'm going shopping tmr!With shir,wy,vin n sw.Xy not confirm yet.I hope I'll be able to get my shoes,bag n a top.So,i have to so do some hw today.Toodles!

2006-01-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

today was a long day and finally i'm back home!But i have to go to cp later i get my dinner and some books.School is tiring and just finish two tests.Geog n emaths.When i finshed geog,i turned to look at other ppl and thier answers filled up about one and a half page of the foolscap.Mine barely filled up 3/4 of the foolsap.Emaths was okay though.

Had pe and ran like hell.I totally hate running!laughed alot in class today(:
Saw * after school today and he like,changed?He just seems so different from the him i knew last year.He was with ** and he waved to me and quickly rushed off.I think he was embarassed to say hi or something.If saying hi to me is so embarassing he shouldn't have done it.It just sucks.Just over that puny little thing and i feel teribble now.I just feel totally sad in a weird way.ARGH.Whatever.

2006-01-13T18:32:00.000+08:00

chiong-ed my amaths hw after sch
i cant believe how long it took me
i took ard 2 hours okay?
theres geog test on monday,
emaths test on tuesday.
its only the third week and we're bombarded with hw and tests
wth.

wednesday was the eldds audition.i went in late and missed a boy named Zackerry which they said was uber cute.but theres a boy called Melden,hes rlly cute too^^,
last saturday was the cca open house.vincent n me were like pulling the sec ones to join us.some of them were so terrified they ran when they saw us.hahahas

Today is friday the thirteenth.Nothing bad happened today except I bloody failed my english grammar diagnostic test and did not get a good grade on my compo diagnostic test.i guess it's time to brush up on my english.I shall type in proper english completed with puntuation marks from now onwards.I wanted to work really hard this year but i just can't seem to pay attention during lessons.The most interesting lesson so far is history.Mrs lim's teaching improved alot.There is a drastic difference between the way she taught when i was in sec one and the way she teaches now.She has a great sense of humour paired up with a hint of sarcasm.

Linked vincent~butch-woman.I have no idea where he got the name from but his blog is really interesting.Other blogs worth reading are pinhui's and ting yi's.

Something unexpected happened today and I'm really happy(:

2006-01-13T16:50:00.000+08:00

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are Pecan Pie Soda

Sweet, but totally nuts

What Jones Holiday Soda Are You?

just some quizzes
im too tired to post-

2006-01-11T19:12:00.000+08:00

3g is loaded with loads of 2f ppl.
bt it dosent matter,who cares?
mr eric goh is rlly very soft and blur
bt hes rlly very very patient can repeat so many times over n over.
chem is super duper uber boring~

me n elo have this book called zha dan.
LOL
its a long story
theres alot of hw today
shall go now
bye

ohya,
some ppl are just so childish
grow up lah

2006-01-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

this is from freindster

10 unwritten rule of friendster:
1. To the people who does have more than 500 friend's, are you serious? Nobody in this universe has that many friends...you're stupid. Go kill yourself.

2. If you're ugly stop acting like you don't know it.The captions under your picture that says "top model pose" doesn't convince anybody. at least you can work on your personality

3. Don't ever post pictures and say "omg im so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. please put away the rod and reel cause your just fishin for compliments.

4. Nobody cares about threats over the internet.Don't try to act hard with the keyboard...that's sosad. unless you actually physically beat someone with the keyboard. then thats ironically hilarious.

5. If all your pictures look the same...don't post them all! Please put some variety in your pics.Nobody wants to see your face 8 different ways. Idon't care if its inverted, black and white, or fadedout. a face is a face.

6. Who really gives a rats ass if I don't accept youas a friend...MOVE ON. Don't send me anotherrequest or message asking "what's up?" I don'twant you as a friend or I just don't care, that's what's up!

7. LITTLE 10, 11, 12, years old who have friendster and LOOK LIKE SLUTS, go somewhere else because NOBODY wants you here exceptpedophiles, and is that what you want. to be raped? no you don't so RUN RUN FAST!!

8. No one is really going to die in 6 days or have bad relationships for 5 years if they don't pass or post your bulletin on. so stop saying that!

9. If you have decided to read this, You are a true Friendster Friend. Real friends read their bulletins.

10. It serves to eliminate people who aredesperately trying to add "friends" like it's a popularity contest in high school. Good riddance!

2006-01-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

i dont like 3g.

i guess that one phrase describes it all right?
but i hope i wont go to the extent of hating it.

its so messy lah..the eldds practice n my tuition stuff
havent get my chem bk n eng bks yet
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

just hope everything will be fine soon

2006-01-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

err,got this from jasmine's blog and she got it from pinhui's blog.

I have a cell phone.
I have friends that use me.
I am an only child.
I love dangly earrings.
I love cold weather.
I'm obsessed with the computer.
I have shot a gun before.
I can't live without music.
I have no tolerance of ignorant people.
I have ridden on a motorcycle before.
I'll be in this town forever.
I've been to 5 other countries.
I get annoyed easily.
I eventually want kids.
I have neat handwriting.
I have more than a few horrible memories.
I am addicted to chocolate.
I am an atheist.
I love airplane rides.
I love taking pictures.
I hate people who are fake.
I can be mean when I want to.
My parents care about my grades.
One of my best friends is a girl.
I have way too many wallets.
I'm obsessed with lip gloss.
I am easy to talk to.(i think so)
I would never eat raw fish.
I cry easily.
I hate when people are late.
I procrastinate.
I love winter.
I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
I love to sleep.
I wish I were smarter.
I'm afraid of flying.
I hate drama.
I bite my nails.
I have been on an 8 hour drive.
I never fight with my parents.
I love the beach.
I have never had the chicken pox.
I have gone out in public in my pajamas.
I can't control my emotions.
I have a best friend.
I have moved more than once.
I have braces.
I have never broken a bone.
I hate my computer.
I love girls that play the drums.
I state the obvious.
I'm a happy person.(most of the time)
I love to dance.
I love to sing.
I love cleaning my room.
I tend to get jealous very easily.
I love cute underwear.
I love night better than day.
I don't like to study for tests.
I have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
I am too forgiving.
I have horrible sense of direction.
I miss elementary school.
I'm a daddy's girl.
I love the color pink.
I love to sew.
My eye color changes.
I should see a therapist.
I played on a girls' sports team.
I become stressed easily.
I hate/detest liars.
I love the smell of rain.
I love my family.
I hate needles.
I am a perfectionist.
I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
I hate the feeling of failure.
I have friends in other countries.
I know how to cook.
I can be quite selfish.
At times, I still act like a little kid.
I have food allergies.
I love to read.
I wish I were more motivated for school.
I love getting stuff in the mail.
I have problems with letting go of old feelings.
I hate being alone.
I love summer.
I love the weekends.
I love black eyeliner.
I type with one hand.
I wear make-up.(light make-up sometimes)
I have never rode on an underground subway.
I can't swim.
I have bad memories.
I go to church.
I sing in the shower.
I hate cheerleaders.
I usually get what I want.
I have been on stage before.
I love roller coasters.
No one knows my full story of my life.
I am close to my parents.(i guess so)
I don't have a curfew.

2006-01-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

well,this is it
2005 is officially over.

although im always whining and complaining how much things sucked this year,it really dosent.in fact this year rocked so hard.i made so much new friends,friends that made an impact on my life.i tried so many new stuff and learned so much more.there are the sec fours;nic lee,lin,jan,lu,zj,marcus,etc..i had so much fun hanging out with you guys,laming n crapping ard,theres always a reason to laugh with u guys ard.wy&vin;although we only got closer at the later part of the year,i had so much fun shopping with both of you,my shopping kakis.hahas.azreena;you're one of the very very few ppl in class that i can have a decent conversation with.i'll miss the bitching sessions.shirlene;my beloved shir!!always there to listen to my complains.i tell almost everything to you,we can just sit ard and have endless topics to talk about.recess together hor.theres also my pri sch pals;di,ting,yap,jd,ry,eug,martin etc..we've seen so many sides of each other and i'll still love the class gatherings,promise to meet up next year ya?thanks to all of you,you guys rock(:

i still cant believe how fast 2005 passed.im still dreading this year,im just not ready to embrace 2006..ahhhhhhhh.i guess i've grown more mature this year.i mean seriously.i've learn to think for others,i've tried changing my attitude(and im still trying),i 've even put in effort to study for tests n exams(:.but one thing never changes,im still as undecisive as ever.i still dont know how to make choices that i wont regret.
so,my new year resolution:
-to be more decisive
-study really hard
-learn to let things go

wells,went to yap's house yest
played cards and fooled ard.
martin brought pasta along and yap's mom ordered pizza
then we played murderer!!
its really fun
reached home ard 9
went online den lin showed me the prom night pics
wah,he so chio =x
wuahhhas..he looks nice lah,outstanding.

i hope this year would be even better.but the thought of school reopening soon already dampens my mood.tc everyone(:

2005-12-27T01:33:00.000+08:00

im feeling rather crappy right now

christmas was rather boring.
i ended up gg out with vin on xmas day
in the end her mama wants her home
so bo bian..she went home early
din want to go home so early
so i sat at the staircase at the mrt station
find if got ppl free
sat there rlly long.
just fa dai
from 5 till ard 6
intended to go to di's place for dinner
cannot go..everything oso cannot
thats the bad point about staying in other ppl's place
you cant do anything.

so i just went home
bought dinner home and watched princess diaries
surfed the net den conference
from 1 plus talk till 4 plus..
din noe we had so much to crap about
bt im in serious trouble
my hp bill n house phone bill i need to pay
over 8o bucks bah

today din do much
went out for dinner with ahyi,ahma,ah gong n my parents
went to banana leaf apollo
its okay bt its really spicy
den they want connference
i cant call so martin called me
he kena scolded oso
so hang up ler
den jd n mx call di's phone
den i too bad lor
lol

just now jie cried
den i see her i oso cry
in the end 2 ppl cry together
rubbish..
bt at least she has a few very very great frens
those you know you can rely on.
very steady one..
haiya,whatever
new year eve got gathering again
i seriously dont feel like gg
i dont wanna celabrate new year
im nt ready to embrace 2006
ahhas..

tmr gg to do hw with vin n wy
go to the national library
meetin at 11
i have to wake up so early
hais
i have only a few more days to finish doing all the stuff im suppose to do like during the hols..
tuition gg to start this week,i hope its okay
everything would be so confusing when sch starts
i have to plan my schedule all over again
it sucks la
gg off now

2005-12-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

my hp spoil!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHH
such a coincidence,about to midnight that time the whole thing hang diao.
wth lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

what kind of christmas is this?
firstly im stuck at home alone today
secondly my hp spoil cutting away my source of socialising
and i recieved rlly bad news,i may have to go my ahma hse today.
i dont want lar,i rather rot at home den rot there.

i din go to the xmas eve gathering
cuz daddy's mopping the floor and i cant move anywhere
and i had to hang the laundry b4 i can actually go out
so i waited for the floor to dry
and it took ages
i just stared at the com screen and i felt crappy
i cant focus on anything
i tried to write xmas cards bt to no avail
wanted to listen to songs but my freaking speakers spoiled
in the end i din feel like gg at all
i just wandered online with no one to chat to.
until 4 plus i felt like gg again
bt mama dont let
cuz she wants me to go out for dinner with them

im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic im so pathetic

2005-12-24T03:10:00.000+08:00

i love today's weather,rlly cooling..
i went to ps with di,bought an ebase pants,i got earings too..
den went bak ard 7,got cards n den walked home
ate dinner and stuff..

im so not in the holiday mood
everything's so blah
i'll be home alone on xmas day
im so pathetic
ben lai gg out with the girls
i was so looking forward to it
den cancel le..
it totally ruined my mood
now i dont even feel like gg to the xmas eve thing
aiya,i dont noe what the hell happened to me lar.

2005-12-23T12:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday was tang yuan jie.errr,i dont noe whats it called,dong zhi or sth?but i always call it tang yuan jie cuz i get to eat tang yuan.its uber delicious lah.im gg to do some last in xmas shopping later with di.but i havent decide if i shld get gifts for some ppl,i mean i dont noe how much i'll earn from babysitting.so if i spend too much i'll probably have to starve when school reopens..

speaking of school,i still haven't done a single hw yet,and i still have books i din buy.i just realised december's gg to end and i have so much stuff to do.i need to pack my room and all the dee dee dah dah..im nt ready for 2006!!!i dont want this year to end...im so nt looking forward to next year.new class,a maths,no beloved sec 4s.school will be so boring.

its like,we always say we'll keep in touch.in the end everybody's so busy they dont have time to chat n stuff.eventually we wont even say hi when we see each other.the sec 4s gg to poly or jc,they'll have new friends,new life.i dont even meet up with any ppl from 2d,other den wy n vin.i din see azreena or even sms her the whole hols,she seems to have gone missing.even shir,i din see her the whole hols.we promised to have recess together as always.i just know somehow,halfway down the road we'll just end up gg to recess with our classmates.dont talk about meeting up,i dont even chat with 2drians on msn.its really hard to keep in touch with everyone,you really have to make an effort and in the end,everybody wont even bother to try.we're already drifting apart during the holidays,dont talk about next year.it's hard to stay in touch with friends even though we're in the same school,do you it'll be easier to stay in touch with those who leave school?it'll be really hard to have the same bond as before.everything will change and i cant bear to let go.its like life is taking away sth so valuable to me,sth that i teasure and cherish so much.

i know i'll make new friends,butwill those friendship lasts?the feeling will be completely different and i just cant help but think everyone in my new class is gg to do anything to be the most popular or get the best grades.arghhhh.what the hell.

i dont want to move on.

2005-12-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

i went shopping for clothes yesterday with vin n wy.i hate it lah,its like i cant wear most bottoms.im way too skinny,there are like so many sales gg all ard and small is usually out.i only bought a skirt and a top.i want to buy more!!probably tmr..

yest while i just reached home,mx sms me to go online to discuss the xmas eve thing.so i just went despite having a really long day and everything's so messy..the thing's so unsettled and they were talking crap all ard,eugene kept scolding vulgarities and i left the conv cuz i was so tired..ting got pretty annoyed too,but thank god we got the yap's church thing settled..its funny to see ting getting annoyed over emo-cons,she hates them..i can handle them but sometimes it gets irritating when i have to decode every sentence.

i should learn to cultivate a good temper..
i din get any xmas stuff yest..
so i probably get them tmr..yah
i made a wish at the fountain of wealth yesterday
its kinda fun..
i shall have to go to look after the girl,
bye

2005-12-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

had a great dream last nite
and im nt happy..
cuz dreams dont come true lahh
its always the opposite..
hais

today cuz no hp
den need morning call
zj call me wake up.
lol
thanks ya(:
den wanna go fetch dat girl
her hse no one lor
den call her mom
her mom say dont need to babysit
wahlao
make me wake up so early for nth
den since already outside
go cp walkwalk
saw a pair of slippers from charles n keith nt bad
oh ya,my charles n keith spoil ler
wuahhhahas
very fast hor
i too chu lu..

i still dont uds
most guys like girls who are gentle and sweet
those girls with long rebonded hair,talk soft soft,giggle when the boy says sth even though its nt funny,hit the boys very softly,everything oso anything and they appear nt to hate anyone bt i noe they're bitching like evry other normal person
what the hell lar..
that time ms teo asked eug n jd they like girls with fairer skin or darker skin
u noe what the fuck jd say?
he said fairer skin,cuz fair means gentle mah.
utter nonsence lah
den eug say dont want so fair lah
so fair like very weak dono got what disease
he made my day lah
laughed like hell..

seriously,
i dont noe why girls must be sweet n gentle
we arent suppose to scold vulgarities,watch or play soccer or any other boyish stuff
its so boring lah..
im just the opposite of sweet n gentle
mayb thats the reason im still unattactched
hahahs..
sometimes guys like jd turn me off
really lah..they're too many to list down

im gg to take a nap,
no one to chat to..
everyones so busy

2005-12-14T12:57:00.000+08:00

just came bak from chalet~
took a long refreshing bath
feel rlly good now lah..
chalet was rather fun..
its so weird,i havent slept for the whole night
yet i dont feel tired now.

anyways,
met up with eug,ry n di on tuesday evening
ry n eug cabing down from rivervale mall to cp to meet us..
somehow the cabbie had to turn lots of rounds b4 all of us were in the cab..
eug lar,cp sp many taxi stands,how i noe which one??
so when we reached there they were already starting the bbq..
didnt help much,
stayed inside the chalet and waited for food to be served..
hahas,xiang shou^^,

den the boys went for a swim
and then we ended up bak to the chalet playing x-box
ard 11,me,di,yap,jd,eug,ry,alwin,shayne and some other guy sended jolene to the bustop
den we went to bowling alley!!
i improved le lar~~~
nt bad lei..

played till bout midnight
den whe nbwe were walking bak jd stared telling some jokes that involved hitting
den chased him ard lar,
quite scary cuz it was rlly rlly dark.
when we reached chalet
me,di,ry,eug,martin n jd went upstairs den we off the lights left one bulb on
den start telling ghost stories..
jd knn lah..sudd come scare me.

ended the stories and started playing uno
dont noe who started it but the game went rlly wild..
everyone was trying to set each other up
all the vulgarities came out..
dono what stupid bangla..
cute lar
rlly rlly fun lar..
den in the end left me n jd only,
jd lost!!!
wuahahhahhahs..
the game lasted for ard 2 hrs..
damn long lah.

at ard 3 we took a break
den ate supper..
they started bbqing the leftover chicken n hotdogs..
some played x-box
den we started dai-dee..
the game was rlly crazy too..
ard 4 plus,some went to slp
den the rest started playing cheat
den played uno again!!!
rlly very crazy..
got one guy came over to ask us to turn the volume down.

bu zhi bu jue already 6 plus ler..
den me,di,yap,eug,jd,shayne n martin went to the beach
we cut across the grass
and its uber muddy lor..
when we reached the breakwater,everyone sat down
and even though the water was polluted,it was rlly very very beautiful..
all of us were rlly quiet for a long time,
just staring into the sea
i was thinking bout some stuff lah..
of cuz eug cant stay still,
he had run around
and play with the water and sand.
hahahs..so cute lah
den sudd high tide came and it started drizzling..
so we went bak..

sat ard talking and ended up playing a crazy game of uno..
lol..
den quite a no. of peeps slp ler..
just sat ard..
den jolene came
den we checked out..
there was a litle argument and i was rlly fustrated
and as u noe my temper
i said some nasty stuff..
im rlly rlly sorry,
i noe we are all rlly tired
so hope everything would be fine..

den me,di eug n ry took cab bak again..
me n di dropped of at cp..
me n di went to banquet and then went home

must thank eug n ry so so much..
they practically paid for the cab fair to and fro
tho i paid a little
and eud paid for the hotdogs n crabmeats
thanks ya(:

and must thank yap n ting for the xmas pressies
they're rlly cool,
im rather guilty cuz i haven't buy theirs yet=x
i'll get them soon!!!

i guess im off to slp,
feel rather slpy now
tc guys-

2005-12-09T18:02:00.000+08:00

i'm fustrated now
i dont know why i care so much,
i just feel rather stupid now.

i was like a madwoman just now,
screaming all the way
i even talked to my daddy's luohan.
hahaha

i just wasted the whole day away
i could have finished chapter 10 for maths today

im angry lah
fuck.
okay,maybe next time
i wouldn't take things too seriously.

anyway i thought at least things could last like this till the end of dec,
now it's like just the starting of dec,and things start to turn ugly
i was just hoping lah.
hais,
what can i do?
if i knew,i wouldn't have gone online yesterday
and we wouldn't talk
and things would not turn out this way,
just pray everything would turn out fine eventually..

2005-12-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

later mayb gg out with lin and jan bah
see how..
dono mama allow nt..
cuz quite late..

so yest babysit samantha
den when im bout to top up my card
someone called me
den i turn ard
its lin..den say hi,talk awhile
i proceeded to the top up place
den i realise my 10 dollars missing
ahhhhhh~~~
so now i have to pay for the ten bucks
hais..
im so broke lah.
den after sending sam to sch very very tired
slept at the bus
den sudd wy called
she and vin at town..
den they decided to come down to look for me
heh heh..
came my hse
played monopoly
i managed to built hotel at orchard road n scotts road eh..
wy keep ending up in jail..
so cartoon..
hahas
we're gg shopping soon
cuz they're discounts everywhere

on wednesday,the 7th
shir dhe bday
bt didnt celebrate with her
went to suntec with vin
and i felt rlly uncomfortable cuz i tink i sprained my neck
anw
went to ben&jerry's
its rlly nice lah
great service,great food..
den went to take neos
very very nice..
ben lai planned to jie wy from airport..
bt din noe the time..
ended up gg home early cuz of my neck..
saw di yap and their fren at cp on y way home
so had a great slp
felt much better..

today no need babysit sam
so shuang.
hahas..
hope verything goes well today
tata~

2005-12-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

im gg to yap's hse later in the morn

so,went out on saturday with jan,lin n vin
actually planned to watch aeon flux
bt theres loads of ppl queing and the timing was bad
so in the end we accompanied linc to eat at the food court
when the cleaning lady came
she asked us if we working or studying
so we said studying
and she say uni arh??
biang oie..
we got so old meh?
den we went to take prints
its nice lah(:
proceeded to yamaha
jan was looking for scores,
we met a cute ahma dhere..
when we leaving the ahma say we very ke ai
lol
shes cute lar.
walked ard and then went home
its been long since i had so much fun,seriously

hais..its december already
xmas is comin
and after xmas,sch reopens
i dont want lahhhhhhh
i noe it'll suck
bleahhh

anw,watched hong xing da jiang
i so love huang bi ren
k lah
im gg to slp now
nite(:

2005-11-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

im feeling rather upset now.
sth's bothering me lah..
anw didnt get to celebrate's di's bday
actually planned to go out on the 26th
bt ting cant go,
so we cancelled..
maybe next week or sth?
im nt sure either
i havent gave her her present yet..

25th-friday
went out with vin to buy pressie for marcus in wisma atria
walked ard so many times
in the end decided to go bak to s&k to buy a shirt for him..
me n vin were so crazy
we kept fooling ard
lol..
den ate lunch at food republic
the food dhere quite ex lah
in the end met up with zj n jan at cineleisure..
walked ard den go bak to wisma atria
den hor lee called..he lost his wallet in cinema
den we walked bak to cineleisure so dat zj can pass him the tickets.
hahas
went bak ard 7 plus
i was really happy that day lah (:

27th-sunday
marcus bday..
i was rlly sick dat day
actually meetin zj they all at tampines interchange at 3.30 to go to the chalet
in the end i late le..
sumore so sick
so didnt meet them..
bt i ended meetin jan they all..
lol..
cuz he convinced me to go what.
den reached there dat time lu and vin scare me
stupid one lah
played soccer with marcus dhe little cousins..
they were so cute^-^
hahas
reached home 10 plus

actually im supposed to have tuition with lin yesterday
bt i sudd have fever
so cancelled..
hope i get well real soon
so i can start pigging on ice cream
hahas..

2005-11-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

im dying..its like today is the first day i babysit and i feel so ugh..i mean shes ok bt when she does her homework its rlly terrible..one maths sum takes her 30 mins..she do awhile den walk here walk dhere..take her hp,play play play..dats y i hate looking after kids.i cant shout at them.in the end i had to bribe her with cheese cubes.its kinda pathetic huh?stil have 16 more days-.i hope her mom gives me good money so at least i get to shop.if nt i rather look for a job,cuz i rlly need cash.i dont even have money to eat lunch.

15 nov-tues
went out with vin n wy.
watched just like heaven,it was okay.
bought a black top.
and den saw many many things i wanna buy;
ballerina pump shoes,turqoise earings,necklaces
theres this shoe shop called tinkerbell
and they sell the pump shoes.
its design is rlly fab and its rlly cute
bt its nt comfy
quite pain at the sides
or else i'll buy it.
den went ps to take prints

16 nov-wed
was at home slacking.
did maths.
watch tv.
ate loads of snacks.

today
babysitted samantha.den bath quickly,send her home and waited for ah yi to fetch me.cuz she was using meas her model for her manicure and padicure test..so i ended up having free manicure n padicure:)..bt my nails are red cuz thats the colour they have to use..her teacher say i have very nice nails lei~professional sya lei.lol..bt dhere's one thing,my fingers are way too skinny and wrinkly..honestly,my hand look like auntie's hand.bt i love my nails.we ended up having dinner at ramen ten at nine.enjoyed dinner and the waiter was way funny.instead of serving two bowls of soup he gave one bowl of soup n one bowl of wasabi..den the other one come and apologise and gave me the soup and he said this one really soup..cute lah..den after that ate ice cream den ah yi drove to petrol station.its soooo funny dhere lor(:..reached home ard 11

tmr need to babysit again.hais.nowadays keep watching the reruns of friends on star world.go ler.

2005-11-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey azreena,read ur blog.and im touched.lol..cuz i mean at least someone gave me advice and u cared enough to spare time to spend time to want to talk to me.ya.thanks(:.but somehow im nt ready to talk,i dont feel really comfortable talking now.dont take it personally though..during december we go have lunch n then shopping okay?i will try to be strong.

I REFUSE TO BE DISCOURAGED!!

okay..dont noe wad exactly got to me.so high.mayb becuz of the chocolates i ate.lol..hmm.bt sth still bothering me lah..my appeal was nt approved.ahhh-i miss so many ppl.bt nvm lah still in same block with 3e.when i go toilet can say hi to shir.lol..bt i might be seeing less of azreena n hidayah.so must promise to meet up as often.bitch about our new classmates,yah azreena?lol..im so mean lah.

den vin n wy.must go shopping often(:
stay happy you guys^-^

2005-11-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

found a quote by Maya Angelou
'If you dont like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. Don't complain.'
when i found this i was like.that is like so related to my last post.ahahhas

2005-11-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

im typing in the dark now,cuz my mum set a time for us to slp.me n my sis can only stay up till 11,dats totally mad.if either one of us get caught we'll get grounded
sianhalf..
i need to babysit from 17 nov onwards,and i have to fetch her to tao nan on certain days.its so bleah-

had a good cry just now,just broke down when i was doing one maths sum i must admit
i cry alot-and i whine n complain alot.mr tan said that too,he says i must always go through a period of whining before i do something and i waste alot of time by just whining.he told me to kick off this habit.but i just cant seem to do it.i just seem to worry too much.it's always 'what happens if?'.my family,results n stuff.i realise im always busy trying to keep everyone happy.like my mom n sis.n in the end i end up being unhappy myself.i honestly,i wish i dont give a damn

i keep alot to myself,thats because there isnt a single fucking person i can truly talk to.i dont even talk to denise bout my prob,do you tink she cares?.i mean ppl have their own problems n life to take care of.why shld they bother?who cares?so i always end up complaining to myself n den i scream n shout until i cry.im actually very tired of all these.im tired of worrying,tired of crying.i hate myself for nt being to solve the problem,i instead,i run away from it.expecting some sort of miracle to happen.

so a miracle dosent happen.the problem keeps occuring.and in the end i just end up crying all over again.and i realised the longer it is,i become very bad-tempered.i noe im really very very selfish.and unreasonable at times.i really dont want to be like that.

so in then end i'll just end up crying,have a good slp.and when i wake up.i'll forget everything and everything would be fine.or at least it'll seem fine.ok i'll stop my whining and do my maths now.

2005-11-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

monday to wednesday chalet
bt i only went yest.
it was lotsa fun~
went there ard noon
den when we board bus trice den realised she lost her ez link
she left it at the top-up machine
so when she wanted to alight that time
it was too late
the bus already on highway
lol.
so she called the service thing.

reached there
went to eat
lots of ppl there le
cuz they stayed.
after dat went to cycle
i finally noe how to cycle!!
abit lah
wees.
thanks to shir,trice n yi jin
yi jin teach me until very jialat
he even let me wear his slippers cuz hes afraid i'll spoil my charles n keith
so he practically walked and ran barefoot all the way
thanks ya:)

den when they were settling the renting thing
me n trice decided to walk baq first
shes damn kuku
right from the start i told her she walked the wrong way liao
den she say correct
den we walked for so long
u noe what?
in the end we ended up at the rental store again
its so omg.

went baq played cards n stuff
den start bbqing
eat eat eat
mr tan came ard 8 plus
den started playing water fight
i didnt want to take part lah
bt they stil splashed me
bt i was one of the dryest le
cuz i stand at bbq pit there
den rizuan n kj was bbqing the otahs
so quite safe..

went home ard 10
beatrice dhe daddy send me home
went baq very very tired

hais
sadded lah
yest was probably the last time we will be together as a class
if only i stayed on the first night
shir they all went bowling at 11 plus at night
so fun lei.
and so qiao 2i n 2b dhe chalet oso at downtown east
sumore all same time

i gtg now
i haf to do maths-
bah~

2005-11-05T12:07:00.000+08:00

been long since i posted anything
i seemed to lost the passion for blogging and writing..
well nt exactly passion bt interest
oh wells

went to town on monday with ting,di,shayne n jd
bought a purple esprit top
quite bored during shopping lah
cuz there were guys ard
this taught me a lesson
nv go shopping with guys
it totally kills ur mood for shopping

class chalet on tues
dont noe why
im nt exactly looking forward to it
ahhhh-
im feeling rather crappy
nt in the mood for evrything
and the thought of doing maths sums everyday dampens my mood more

IM UBER BORED

2005-10-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

yest got parents teacher's meeting
ya.
got bak report book
my results was so shitty
all due to mid years
but honestly im afraid la
mr tan told my mom
my foundation for math n science aint gd
so it would be rlly hard next year
cuz im doing two pure sciences and two maths
im afraid i'll be lagging behind.
must work rlly hard
strengthen my foundation
the appeal thing,
results will only be released at 11 november
hope can get in
the best is get into 3e lah
cuz there got vin,wy n shir n lots lots more peeps.

yest was last day
2 years over
its rlly rlly fast
when we're doing the cleaning up
me n azreena were standing at the back of the classroom
and she told me to look ard
and when looking ard
i see rizuan crapping ard,
all the tall ppl cleaning the fans
and i cant believe its 2 years
its too fast
and i realise im gg to miss all that
every single person in the class
and mr tan
i almost teared okay
cuz azreena was singing friends forever

during the hols
i need to babysit my previous nanny daughter
its like i dont like children
i like to LOOK at them but not LOOK AFTER them
my mom agreed my nanny even before talking to me bout it
and now i cant refuse
im forced do it
and im suppose to do it for the entire hols
my hols are ruined.
AAAHHHHHH

Vitamin C- Graduation (friends forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we'll gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if u got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause u don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are like a film playing without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know how much love
But it came too soon
And there was me and u
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves, thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

*As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes be funny?
Will we still remember what we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brain bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat *
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make its somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be like a shadow and follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when we leave this town?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's time to fly

Repeat * (3x)

2determination 2005 rocks**

2005-10-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh
im appealing for geog.
hope can appeal dao.
dono why i go choose hist in the first place.
got 15 ppl in my class go 3e lor.
alot rite?
i got into 3g.bah~

dono lah.
wei le this appeal thing fan so many days.
pray pray pray~

im off-

2005-10-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

today went out anyways
go eat steamboat
very nice:)
quite happy yesterday n today lah
yups

something's bugging me anyway
i sorta regretted putting history as my first choice
arghh
nothing i can do now.

im fourteen and i
-dont noe wat is adverbs,adjectives,noun,verbs etc.
-cant make descisions
-am still afraid of walking in the house without the lights on at night
-dont noe how to cycle
-draw and colour like a primary school kid
-still enjoy eating macs happy meal:)

2005-10-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest:
You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.
At Your Lowest:
You feel in a slump and lack creativity.
In Love:
You tend to be many people's ideal partner.
How You're Attractive:
You make people feel confident and accepted.
Your Eternal Question:
"What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's" Your Power Color?

2005-10-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

im fourteen:)
hahas.

yest went shpping with aunt
go eat dinner
quite yummy
den went m-industrie bought skirt

somehow my first happy bday after 12 am was ruined
dat nehneh kuku eugene
bleahs.
im nt going out today.
too tired n vin cant make it
so just postpone evryting
ben lai planning to have steamboat
so long nv eat steamboat le

go le.nite guys

2005-10-16T13:02:00.000+08:00

im feeling down
again.
its been long since i thought of that.
im just nt satisfied with wad i have.
nvm
i should be happy

im happy.

2005-10-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

INSTRUCTIONS:1) Name 5 quirky habits that nobody knows about.
2) Tag 5 persons to do the same on their blog!

1)i love to sleep with my thumb in my mouth
2)i sleepwalk
3)i grind n bite my teeth when i slp sometimes
4)i still kiss my mommy every night before i go to bed.hahs
5)i need someone to pick out all the bones in fishes before i eat them

this is kinda lame..bt the 5 ppl are yap ning,zijie,luther,weiying n jovin

2005-10-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

finally end of exams!!
woots.

eng compo was crappy
i couldnt tink of anything
and my compo should be above average to pull my eng up
all the rubbish
science was crappy too
bt math was easier den i thot
bt lots of careless mistakes
enough bout exams

went bugis with wy,vin n shir
bought earings
saw lotsa stuff.
had fun

monday gg to haf lunch with shir
she's treating me
i so love her
shes spending so much money on me
hahs.

sudd i dont noe wad to do with all my time
nth to study anymore
lol.
friday i was fasting
for fun
and it was terrrible
i dont noe how the malays go through this for the whole month
well im going off
bye

2005-10-04T17:54:00.000+08:00

tmr first paper for end of year
im still not prepared.
only finished science up to chpt 9
den the rest havent even start yet

mr tan told us bout the courses
wad if i cant get into pure sciences?
im uber afraid okays
my math too.

last saturday went taka wif di
shop shop
bought azreena's bday pressie
now kinda broke
saw one rlly nice shoulder bag at ps
70 bucks
too ex le bah.
my bday comin le hor?
lol
18 more days
bt noe more worried bout exams

just prays that i'll get into the course i choose.

ohya keep listenin to hui you na me yi tian
very touching leh
shir says its stupid
hahs.
zhi guai wo oso nice:p

2005-09-01T10:41:00.000+08:00

it was uber fun yesterday
wake up early in the morning to meet shir they all
go macritchie for Xcountry
den on the bus chatted with eugene
early in the morn jiu call him ler
jiao ta qi lai xiao bian.
lol
hes still the same spoilt xiao shao ye la.

after Xcountry went j8 with wy jovin n lu
after dat shop wid wy
den went to heeren to meet up with
martin,jd,yap di n ting
went marche to eat
its a very nice place to talk
unlike macs which is so noisy
talked alot

after dat when to shop for ms teo prezzie
eugene came shortly
from head to toe
evrything is almost branded
ppl rich mah :x
proceeded to macs to wait for ms teo
chatted a lot.
she isnt teaching anymore
shes now in car sales
i just cant picture her selling cars

theresa,qian yi,eileen,jean and vanessa came shortly after
alot of ppl changed
left ard 7 with the grp
eugene was actually taking the bus with us
he hasnt taken a bus for a long time
on the bus we kept teasing him
i still fight with him alot
as in practically pinching n slapping each other
lol

reached home ard 8 plus
was dead beat
when i was about to slp
i vomitted
guess its because i ate alot of rubbish

called eug 3.15 sharp in the morning
cuz we were arguing about him nt answering the phone when he was the one who asked me to call him
so he asked me to call him at 3.15
miraculously he answered the phone
didnt chat much though.
hes one of my closest guy friends
and hes very nice la
he aint proud just becuz hes rich

chatted alot with ting too
she changed quite alot also
ahe became a chatterbox and very enthu
think its becsuse she went to sjc

today no school
wahahahs
im nt gg to do any work today
gg off now
ciao

2005-08-30T19:17:00.000+08:00

[ First ] thing you SAID when you woke upthis morning? now what time?
[ First ] thing u DID when you woke up this morning ? open eyes
[ First ] person you CALLED today ? mom
[ First ] person you talked to today ? dad
[ First ] person you were thinking about? mr tan
[ First ] song you listened to today ? mu nai yi
[ First ] movie you watched today ? nil
[ First ] Tv show you watched today ? dono wad angels devil one
[ First ] place you went to today ? school
[ First ] person you met today? class ppl
[ First ] person you hugged today ? nil
[ First ] person you kissed today ? nil
[ First ] drink you drank today ? plain water
[ First ] thing you ate today? bread
[ First ] homework you did today ? english
[ First ] website you visited today ? my blog
[ First ] picture you took today ? nil
[ First ] thing you touched today ? the fan

[ Current ] clothes you are wearing ? blue sleeveless shirt and a mickey mouse short
[ Current ] homework you are doing ? nil
[ Current ] drink you are drinking ? nil
[ Current ] song you are listening to ? ai hen jian dan
[ Current ] hair ? very messy
[ Current ] smell ? nil
[ Current ] online users on your msn list? 16
[ Current ] mood ? neutral
[ Current ] desktop wallpaper ? cute couple kissing
[Current ] people you are missing ? pri sch frens

[ Last ] person you talked to ? eugene,dat bastard
[ Last ] thing you said? da vinci code
[ Last ] thing you did ? breathing
[ Last ] person who called? eugene
[ Last ] game you played ? solitaire
[ Last ] thing you bought ? food
[ Last ] person that msged you in msn ? kaijie
[ Last ] thing you touched ? keyboard
[ Last ] thing you ate? wanton noodles
[ Last ] thing you wish to say ? bye,im having dinner

2005-08-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

friday was shit
i finally broke down
and cried,
buckets

mayb its that one sentence that triggered everything
its like suddenly i stop running from reality
and looked properly what happened to my life
family friends school
everything has gotten bad to worse
and i dont know what to do

while i was talking to di on the phone
bout the class gathering
i was so fustrated i cried
cant believe it

slept early
woke up early on saturday
my eyes were swollen,
i must admit
i look terrible
i looked like i have nt slept for ages

saturday wasnt any better
i switched off my phone the whole day
i slept in the afternoon
and then at 8 i slept again all the way to today

had pizza last night
usually i stuff myself with it
bt last night,
i only ate one slice and im full
seems i've lost my appetite

went to pay respects to my late grandma today
almost cried
i really regretted
not respecting her when shes alive
it's too late now

everyhthing's too late now-

2005-08-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

got this really cute email
its quite true actually
50 WAYS TO KNOW IF YOU'RE AN "ASIAN"
here are some true points:

2. You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or finance
4. If you play a musical instrument, it must be piano.
6. Your stove is covered with aluminum foil.
8. You beat eggs with chopsticks.
11. You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times.
12. You boil water before drinking.
15. You save grocery bags and use them to hold garbage.
18. You fight over who pays the dinner bill.
26. You keep most of your money in a savings account.
30. You don't own any real Tupperware-only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars.
32. When toilet paper is on sale, you buy 100 rolls and store them.
44. You never call your parents just to say hi.
47. You starve yourself before going to all-you-can-eat places.
49. You never discuss your love life with your parents.
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST:
50. You take this message and forward it to all your Asian friends

quite true aye?
but i did not forward this to anyone
at least not yet
today is very boring
very bad mood
mayb that's the reason i flared up at jovin after sch
so sorry ya

just stayed ard to play table-tennis
ohya
during math lesson mr tan was talking about blackhole, wormhole and anti-metals
wormhole is really cool
you get sucked in
and when you exit you'll end up in another dimension
mayb you'll be brought back 20,000 years in the past
or 20,000 years to the future
cool right?

chated wif jelli on sunday
she started sch
its so bad
all of them in sch ignore her
guess its because shes the only asian there
im going off-

2005-08-25T08:25:00.000+08:00

im sick
=.=
so tired leh.den very very blur
got back all papers except history
failed maths n f&n
again
bt very heng
maths overall pass
thank god for class tests

the whole week so busy
monday after sch go pertapis
become tutor
got one guy
khairul
hes uber cute^^,
he got BIG BIG eyes
LONG LONG eyelashes
bt he very quiet
then dont want talk
bt in the end xi guan ler
start having fun
me and wy tution one pri 5 guy and one pri 2 guy
rashid n afiz
afiz oso very cute
then going home me wy n vin saw rainbow
wy so toot can?
she never see b4 lei
lol

tuesday nv go sch
pratically slept the whole day away
yest went to malay cultural thing
so hot
plus i haf sore throat and flu
xinku lor
den chen ji hit ppl
den they nv hit back
cuz i say
ppl sick lei.rang wo yi xia mah

today shirlene nv come
i tink i spread my germs to her
hehe
and azreena is a annoying little brat
she keep pestering me
bleahs
talk to my hand-

go ler
bye

2005-08-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

very exhausted for this whole week
exams n stuff
very shitty
slept at 8 plus yesterday
math was a killer
didnt mange to finsh
didnt do one graph qn and many many algebraic qns
im sure to fail

science too
the paper was well, different
hai wo study the chemical equations until want die le
in the end even one stupid qn also dont have.

im gg off
go slp
hahahs
i noe im a pig
but i cant stand being awake and thinking about all the probs
tc-

2005-08-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

common test started
english and chinese paper was ok
what im worried for is my science and math
tmr having science n geog
SCIENCE
cant seem to get anything inside
esp the electricity stuff
fuckit
wanted to study bt end up using the com

azreena came to my hse today
wanted to study together
ended up playing
only studied for like 40 mins
visited this webby
we were gg crazy over it
laughing like mad
imagine what happens if melissa saw it
she'll definately go hysterical

shall stop here
nite

2005-08-12T17:57:00.000+08:00

im very lazy to blog
bleahs

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(168) That haunted you?: ..
(169) You wanted to kill?: that person who gave my no. away
(170) That you laughed at?: beatrice
(171) That laughed at you?: luther and beatrice
(172) That turned you on?: uh..
(173) You went shopping with?: denise
(174) That broke your heart?: ummm..
(175) To disappoint you?: ummm..
(176) To ask you out?: zijie..as in shopping
(177) To make you cry?: ummm..
(178) To brighten up your day?: lincoln and jankin
(179) That you thought about?: common tests
(180) You saw a movie with?: shirlene
(181) You talked to on the phone?: mum
(182) You talked to through IM?: forgot
(183) You saw?: lu,trice,marcus,zj,huixin,soonsiang
(184) You lost?: my marker
(185) You thought was completely insane?: melissa
(186) You wanted to be?: me
187) You told off?: pohyi i guess
(188) You trusted?: um..forgot
(189) You turned down?: ..

2005-08-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

guess i've forgotten about the prob
now come back again
just forget it

and i feel very annoyed
when some ppl just get my no. from someone else instead of asking it from me
that's one thing
and they sms me and start saying hi..guess who i am
its so childish can?
i won't entertain such stuff
can't stand it
those ppl are sick
they probably have nothing better to do.

enough about that
tomorrow,
should be a very lifeless and boring day
and it's a friday lei
seems like after the june hols
everything changed
bleahs
go slp le-

2005-08-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

im crazy
i know
today everything must be red and white
hahahs

the NDP was very boring as usual
spend the day slacking
but i managed to do some notes
must try to start revision tmr

in the noon
while i was listening to for all time
i cried for no apparent reason
really
i cry very easily

there was this time
during dnt lesson
a group of us had nothing better to do
so we start competing
to see who cries first
and i won
hahas
bt i can NEVER beat james
hes the pro
he can just tear in a minute
freak
lol

love for all time
cant seem to stop listening to it
well
stop here

2005-08-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

was reading xiaxue's blog
the famous sporean blogger
or sth

so jus reading an entry
'it's just a piece of metal'
touched me la
cuz her lil bro age 11 lost her hp
n she loved dat hp so much
she start scolding him
bleah bleah bleah
bt her lil bro said he'll pay her baq
bt she was so angry she hanged her phone

so her mom told her dat when she reached home
she saw the boy sobbing very hardly
and digging his piggy bank to try to retrieve money
i noe its very drama
bt aint it touching?
imagine how many kids would dig out money from their beloved piggy bank to return to their sis
so she said the handphone is just a piece of metal
her bro is flesh n blood.

actually i rlly envy those siblings that are close
those dat share intrests
and enjoy each other's company

dhere's this tym when choon hua joanna alicia jing kang jinjia were in class
and den we start talking
we reached this topic about siblings
and den most of us are nt rlly close wif our siblings
and i voiced dat usually if ur sibling is an opposite sex u'll be closer
it turned out to be quite true..
cuz choon hua has a younger sis
so he said dat he'll always be the one dat buys lunch during the hols
den he say whenevr he quarrels wif his sis
he'll tell her to buy her lunch herself
bt when whenevr shes about to leave he'll feel very guilty
hes afraid dat sth would happen to his sis
so he'll end up be the one buying

the nature to protect his sis is there
he feels dat his job is to protect his sis
quite shocked dat hes this kinda guy
cant see la.
wish i had an elder bro or younger bro.
bleahs
nvm

today perform
den so paiseh
wo hen slack la
cuz i nt happy mah
from the morn
make me rush to sch so early in the end
..

sfter the celebration went bugis
raining so heavily
den got drenched
from head to toe
den gaigai dhe shi hou very xin ku
cuz the socks so wet
didnt buy anything
cuz i cant decide wad to buy
saw too many nice tops

update next tym
zaijian

2005-08-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

okays
yest while i was looking for sth in my drawer
i found my primary 2 diary
its those vey colourful book with cartoons
and meanigless phrases kinda book
den i started reading
cant help but smile
its filled with grammar mistakes
and spelling error

brings me baq to my past
and my diary was also my friends data
where lyk ur friends fill up their names
thier fav food..etc..
there's also a section 'friends'
where they classify friends into diff category
there's the gold silver and bronze
or 100% 80% stuff

den i imagined how much all of us change..
we dont even give a damn to all these stuff now
i rmbered i always envy my friends who had colour pens to do their data
while all i had was blue black and green pens..
hahas

im happy dat i had these stuff with me
hard to imagine that a pri two kid would keep a diary..
how many kids actually does dat now?
too bad i lost my sticker book
hahs
i had to earn each and evry sticker dat was in my collection
its not lyk kids nowadays
where parents just buy them wad they want
my mom only gave me and my sis a sticker
if we scored full marks on our spelling
den both of us would chose one sticker from my mom
i'll den proudly stick it to my collection
hahahs..

quite fond of those days
being so naive and easily satisfied
quite a long entry aye
stop here-

2005-08-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

today is very tiring
bt at least i felt happy today
woots

sch was alright
finished very quickly
den after sch jiu go see dhe rehearsals
den go bak class
play ping pong
addicted to it ler.

den after dat
lincoln n jankin came
crap ard
den both of them go mad la
play play play
den in the end
we got engaged in water fight
woOts!!
so fun leis
very long nv so crazy ler
den four of us drenched la

after dat go home
so suey
walking to front gate dat tym
loo down dhere,
he ask how come so wet
bleahs
den he dee dee dah dah
bt let us off..
hahs

oh ya
started on science chapter 5
rizuan keep cracking sick jokes
den ms neo was lyk telling us how nt to destroy the quality of sperms
the first one is nt to take hot showers too often
another one is nt to wear tight underwears
and she said ITS NOT SEXY AT ALL
its so funny when she said dat
hahahas

exams are coming
haven start revision yet
mus nu li!!
jiayou-

2005-07-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

okays
yest when to jelli dhe farewell dinner
dined at marche
hen yummy^^,
den went to take prints
den jiu when home le
cuz mummy dont let me go too late
reached home ard 11 den watch tv sms jiu slp ler

den sms dhe shi hou..
hais
why things will become lidat dhe
wo hen fucked up leis
i felt a twinge of jealousy there
but..
i shouldnt haf

life is rlly getting stressful
common tests are coming
and i cant focus

and jelli's leaving tmr.
and the worst thing is
i dont tink i can make it to send her off
cb.
bleahs

oh ya i want to buy dolly girl
bt im broke
anyone wanna sponsor me?
lol